Age: 20 Status: Married. Straight. Mental State: Depressed, Suicidal, Anti Social...
Hypocrites, hurting for personal pleasure, prejudice, LYING, LGBT bashing, &&Suicide/self harming jokes. I do believe in God, angels, and demons but that's it. I also don't believe in Hell.
I LOVE Sherlock, PLL, Vampire Diaries, Ruby Sparks, Secret Life of the American Teenager, &&Music is my passion<3
NEED ADVICE? Or Want to Chat? Use My Ask Box. Please PLEASE Use my ask box. I answer EVERY single message. Always Remember: You're not alone. Even the longest, darkest tunnels have a light at the end.
Don't lie. When I'm gone. I don't want people putting up bullshit of knowing me and being my friend or that they wish we had more time together. Don't post on my wall saying that you miss me. If you didn't make an effort before then don't do it when I'm dead.
i have ripped my veins apart,
i have and still constantly talk myself down,
i will always make the situation worse.
i was 14 thinking about killing myself,
i am 17 still thinking about killing myself.
things will never change..
Krystal Gonzalez (via memoriesrecollected)
"Even then, as teenagers, we tried to put the pieces together. We still can't."
-The Virgin Suicides (1999)
And if you call me at 4 am, too sad to even say hello, I will listen to your silence until you fall asleep. If you need to cry I will not wipe your tears away because you are only human and sometimes tears are as close to laughter as you can get and that’s okay. If you get sleepy I will let you drool on my arm and I won’t laugh at you if you snore too loud. If you need to yell so hard that your voice cracks and your knees fail I will hold you up and yell with you. If you get so angry you punch your hands red I will ice your knuckles and tell you that wounds heal both inside and out, and just like the cold that is harsh and burning, I will always be the warmth to soothe you and make you feel better. I will love you.
when kids don’t listen to you and think its funny to disobey what youre telling them